http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/ jingyi_em - LiveJournal.com Wed, 13 Feb 2008 16:53:01 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com jingyi_em 9481307 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/47114701/9481307 http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/8598.html Wed, 13 Feb 2008 16:53:01 GMT http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/8598.html shall i juz let it go?<br />i could feel the weight dragging at my feet.<br />maybe i am juz not cut for tis..<br />letting my weaknesses show right up at the forefront<br />feeling ashamed of myself and letting my morale sink deeper and deeper<br />perhaps if i have not been so stubborn and insist on my way<br />heed pple's advice and not carry more than wad i'm capable of<br />i may not be such a lousy person at all<br />the ending pt is not too far away<br />a decision is needed <br />am i able to pull through<br />or shall i stop making a fool out of myself<br />i need more courage to make either decision http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/8598.html public 2 http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/8402.html Sun, 27 Jan 2008 14:40:07 GMT http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/8402.html i'm a boring person..<br />no life..<br />no fun...<br />is it only for these few months or will it get worse?<br />or maybe, i'm born to be a bore... http://jingyi-em.livejournal.com/8402.html public 0